I came to her house more often.

Then, they met.

When she was in her freshman year, Han Chi began to pursue her.

Yan Yi? Encountered the pursuit of a boy for the first time. He was flustered, excited and at a loss.

She told Yan Jianshe these things.

Yan Jianshe said: "Han Chi will definitely be liked by many girls in the future. If you don't catch him early, you will become someone else's son-in-law."

Yan Yi? listened to Yan Jianshe's words very much. She was too young at the time and did not understand the other meaning of Yan Jianshe's words.

Han Chi was suitable to be his son-in-law, Yan Jianshe, but he did not say that Han Chi was her beloved husband.

In her ignorance, she accepted Han Chi as if she was being chased away.

Dating with him, falling in love with him, and meeting his parents.

If nothing else happens, they will get married and have children in the future.

But even though she knew what was waiting for her on the road ahead, she still couldn't control her feelings. She fell in love with another man - Qi Tan.

He is lively, funny, and full of warm atmosphere.

She would be heartbroken because of his occasional frown, and she would be filled with joy because of his smile.

All her emotions were tied to Qi Tan.

In the past, she felt that it was possible to live together without love.

But after having Qi Tan... he was like a spring that kept her alive.

She really couldn't live without him.

Emotions are such a savage beast that no one can control at all.

She knew that she had a fiancé, but she still couldn't control herself from falling in love with Qi Tan.

She also wants to break up with Han Chi.

Han Chi always smiled and said, "Don't be ridiculous, your dad and our family won't agree."

After hearing such an answer, Yan Yi? realized that there is really a clear distinction between love and dislike.

The reason why Han Chi didn't break up was not because he was nostalgic or fond of her, but... neither of them would agree.

yes.

Can she not understand the consequences of breaking up?

Even if she cried and disagreed, Yan Jianshe could still force her to marry Han Chi.

Not for anything else, just because Han Chi has a promising future.

If Han Chi is helped up, and Yan Jianshe retreats to the third line in the future, or even retires, he can also benefit from Han Chi's reputation.

It's not that she hasn't quarreled with Han Chi. It's not that she hasn't had any quarrels with Han Chi.

Except that everyone thinks she has a young lady's temper and is unreasonable, no one cares about her feelings at all, and no one cares about who she likes.

Suffocated, suppressed, unable to control myself, this feeling of seeking freedom and love becomes more and more intense as I grow older.

In the past, she was ignorant of the world and would be paralyzed by Han Chi's gentleness, but now, she clearly knows what she likes and what she wants.

However, no matter how much she begged, Han Chi refused to let go.

So she went to the imperial capital to study for graduate school.

That was the only time I left Hanchi in ten years.

It was also the most relaxed and comfortable moment in her life.

Everything begins with graduate school, and everything ends with graduate school.

Burying her head in Qi Tan's heart, she sobbed softly, trying to seek even a little comfort from him.

Qi Tan hadn't eaten for too long, and now he was completely weak. He wanted to push her away, but couldn't, so he could only let her hold him.

But hugging him, memories came flooding back to him, and his eyes became moist.

There are even more mixed feelings in my heart.

They can be regarded as starting from each other and their feelings for each other.

No matter how rational he was, Qi Tan could not deny that he must have had feelings for this fragile, sensitive and breakable girl.

He raised his hand and patted her back.

"Aren't you afraid that he will find out?" Qi Tan asked in a stiff voice.

Yan Yi? shook his head, "I used to be young and incapable of self-reliance. I was always afraid of disobeying them and letting myself live a homeless life. Now I am not afraid anymore. The pain of being homeless is not worth the pain now.

"

Qi Tan: "Is it worth it? For me?"

Yan Yi nodded, "It's worth it. It's always been worth it."

Qi Tan: "I...may not love you as much as you think."

At least, he couldn't give up everything and his official career for her.

"You know, I have always pursued something," Qi Tan said, "I can't give you a good response to your wishful thinking."

"I don't care," Yan Yi? said, "I only know that I love you."

Qi Tan smiled.

Which man can't be moved or happy after hearing such a confession?

But Yan Yi? He has a fiancé.

No matter how beautiful the confession is, it is difficult to make people happy.

"You shouldn't have come to Dongjiang," he said.

"But I'm still here, I can't control it," Yan Yi? said: "I heard the news from my dad... Someone wants to target the Han family. I think this is an opportunity. I want to take this opportunity to completely

Separated from Han Chi. I really...can't stand seeing him every day. Really, I can't even stand seeing him."

"He's not good to you?"

"No," Yan Yi? said: "I'm fed up with his unscrupulous attitude of fighting for power, hypocrisy and wanting to control everything. When you find that you don't love someone, that person can't even breathe.

of."

"Why did you deny him so completely?" Qi Tan asked, "Has he hurt you?"

"He doesn't love me, and I don't love him, but he just won't let me go. This is hurting me."

How could a person who only forced her to do things, a person who monopolized her marriage forcefully, a person who was selfish and indifferent but pretended to be generous and gentle, how could she get a good review?

It is only possible that as time goes by, she will hate him more and more.

"He probably won't let you go," Qi Tan said. "The fact that he has been with you for ten years means that he has been prepared to spend a lifetime with you."

"But I don't want to spend my whole life with him, not at all."

"Don't be willful," Qi Tan said, "Your father is the only daughter of yours. Now that he is still in office, you are living a smooth life. In a few years, when he retires, you will most likely not be able to live such a good life now.

Of course, you have to make sure that he doesn’t commit any crimes while he’s in office.”

Yan Yi? bit his lip.

She couldn't guarantee it.

"Didn't your dad ask him for a house by the Huangling River? How was this matter resolved in the end?"

"The 18th Inspection Team is here, but my dad doesn't dare to ask for it anymore. I also told my dad not to accept the things he gives, and don't ask for things from him. But I don't know how they communicate in private.

."

"You did the right thing," Qi Tan said: "Don't get involved in the transactions between them. Just act like a person who doesn't know anything."

Yan Yi? put her ear against Qi Tan and listened to his heartbeat. She felt inexplicably satisfied.

"You are still the same as before, teaching me to be sensible and protecting me."

"No, I can't protect you," Qi Tan lamented, "I can't even protect myself, how can I protect you?"

"But I think you are just protecting me."

"This is your wishful thinking," Qi Tan said, "In fact... I mostly sympathize with you."

"I know," Yan Yi? said: "I never expected you to be very affectionate towards me. You and he are the same type of people. They also put the pursuit of power first, and feelings are not even the last place.
Chapter completed!