"Yes," Qi Tan said, "I ended up where I am now because I was not cruel enough, hesitated in doing things, and looked forward and backward. I couldn't bear to let the people I care about get hurt, and I couldn't bear to take harsh measures. I always feel that being gentler would

Leave some room, at least so that my conscience will not be so sad. But... he is indecisive and harms others and himself. He is so glorious. He doesn't love you but takes over you. His ruthless and tough methods also allow him to gain everything."

First-in-command special assistant...

Don't underestimate the inconspicuous name of Special Assistant, he will be a member of Shanghai's top leadership team in less than two years.

But compared to him, the newly promoted junior director of the health clinic, he was much more prestigious.

"Don't say that," Yan Yi? said: "You are really gentle and considerate of other people's feelings. I like you like this. You are humane and not indecisive."

Qi Tan smiled, "Thank you for your compliment, but... I can allow you to choose to hug me because of sadness and frustration, but... I can't give you much response. My current state is not suitable for talking.

Regarding emotional matters, I still have a lot to face in the future, rumors, discussions, etc., there are many, many things I need to think about. I also thank you for your company and comfort. This is what I want to do at this moment.

Most needed.”

Yan Yi? burst into tears and continued to bury his head in Qi Tan's arms.

Why is this man always so gentle?

At this moment, she felt like they were two pieces of ice that had been gathering dust for a long time and had been abandoned by the world.

We can only get closer to each other through hugging, and then warm each other.

"It doesn't matter, you still have me."

"But you shouldn't come to Dongjiang, let alone see me," Qi Tan said, "You sneaked here a few times before, but I didn't really want you to come. You didn't listen to my advice every time."

Yan Yi?: "I can't control it. I can't contact you. He will check my mobile phone. I can only rely on Qi Yan to find you."

Qi Tan: "Check your cell phone... maybe, he still has you in his heart."

Yan Yi? shook his head wildly, "No, never. Being around him is too depressing and suffocating. I don't want him to have feelings for me. I have reached the point where I can't avoid him."

Qi Tan patted her and comforted her: "I understand you and sympathize with you. I hope you can escape his control as soon as possible."

Yan Yi?: "I came to Dongjiang this time... and I have no plans to go back."

Qi Tan was startled: "Aren't you afraid that he will come looking for you?"

"I bought a ticket to fly to Hangkang, and I plan to leave when you feel better. After staying in Hangkang for a while, I will fly directly to Singapore." Yan Yi? stood up, stared at Qitan, and asked seriously: "Do you want to come with me?"

Want to go together?"

Qi Tan smiled bitterly: "There is still a lot of mess here waiting for me to clean up, and my family is also here. There is no way I can leave."

Yan Yi? nodded, thinking of something, she asked: "Do you still like Zhou Mo?"

Qi Tan's face was stiff, "How do you know..."

Yan Yi?: "Qi Yan told me that before you met me, you and Zhou Mo had a relationship. She is now with Han Chen and lives a very happy life."

Qi Tan smiled bitterly and said, "I know."

Yan Yi?: "Is it because of her that you moved to Duan Feng's place? I have been to her and Han Chen's house, and you can see Duan Feng's house from the balcony."

Qi Tan did not answer, but asked: "Do you know why I said I am indecisive?"

Yan Yi shook his head.

Qi Tan: "On the day of the professional title evaluation, in order to help Duan Feng get promoted, I used a dirty trick and recruited Ren Huaibo. I wanted to operate on Zhou Mo and lure Han Chen here, causing his promotion to fail. In the end... I swear I didn't think of it.

If I want Zhou Mo's life, I just want her and Ren Huaibo to quarrel downstairs. I go down to try to persuade him, but Ren Huaibo refuses to let me go. At most, he will just smash Zhou Mo's car. If that happens, I will call the police and take the opportunity to let Zhou Mo die.

Mo called Han Chen over."

Yan Yi was not surprised at all what Qi Tan did.

Because Qi Tan and Han Chen are both the same kind of people, Han Chi can do similar things more easily than Qi Tan.

"Who knew... Ren Huaibo went crazy and almost strangled Zhou Mo to death. If I hadn't gone down in time..."

The consequences are disastrous.

After that day, he was terrified and lived in self-blame all day long.

This kind of self-blame torment made him so painful and anxious. He was wondering whether Zhou Mo was really gone that day and was better off. Was he not cruel enough? Why did he use Ren Huaibo's hand to harass Zhou Mo and lure Han

When Shen comes, wouldn't it be safer for him to do this himself? Isn't it easy to deliberately provoke Zhou Mo and make Han Chen jealous?

But he selfishly doesn't want to do any of this.

Zhou Mo was done with him, and there was no need for him to deliberately cause her emotional trouble.

At the same time, he also knew that if it was just a greeting and a few words with Zhou Mo, if he deliberately provoked her and seduced her, Zhou Mo would be afraid to avoid him.

I don't know what he was asking for, but he didn't do that anyway.

It was also because of this incident that he saw his weakness - indecision.

He did not come from a political family, but worked hard in the political arena purely based on his passion.

After all, he was not as ruthless and decisive as those who came from aristocratic families, and he was destined to fail.

In the imperial capital, he couldn't defeat Han Jue because he didn't want Yan Yi? to be exposed.

In Dongjiang, he couldn't defeat Han Chen because he didn't want Zhou Mo to get hurt.

All of this can only be blamed on his overflowing compassion.

He takes into account the feelings of others but puts himself in a dangerous situation.

Yan Yi? said clearly: "Although you didn't answer my question, I know what you mean. You and Zhou Mo fell in love, and you had feelings for her. It was true, but the past has passed.

, you may be nostalgic, but you are more sensible. Similarly, you do evil things on the surface, but you are restrained by the kindness in your heart. You can't not care about Zhou Mo at all, and you can't be cruel.

Being a liar of feelings is a very complicated emotion. Maybe it’s due to past friendships, or maybe... you’re not a heinous person in your heart."

Qi Tan: "But I did something heinous. I still hurt Zhou Mo, and I almost killed her. And you, I still chose to date you back then."

Yan Yi? smiled: "Our relationship is indeed immoral in the eyes of outsiders. But how can we explain the relationship clearly? If Han Chi is willing to let go, why should I... forget it, let's not talk about it."

Qi Tan: "Don't think about it, it's all over."

Yan Yi?: "Yeah. I knew that if I came to you, I would definitely get comfort."

Qi Tan: "I can't do this to you every time. It's just that I also need comfort."

Yan Yi?: "It doesn't matter. I just want to get relief and salvation from you."

Qi Tan: "Then I probably can't give it to you."
Chapter completed!