Chapter 446 In the end, Tianhai Qimingyue still chose to retain the love in her heart(2/2)
"This is irrational. Because magnifying the worst side will only make the good sides of the past disappear... Many things are not irreversible, but they are just temporarily carried away by irrationality. And I need
I will never be able to repay you what you have given me..."
"..."
Hearing this, Sakakibara couldn't help but sigh.
July... is actually talking about the care he gave her when she was a child, right?
Her feelings are too deep, and because she understands her own character, she has never felt safe.
"Not just the beginning, but the gift someone just gave me on my birthday..."
"..."
Don't know what to say.
Should I say July? Is it too affectionate?
On the surface, she seems to care the least about relationships, but in fact she is the one who needs them the most among all people?
"...I don't know who said that I didn't need a gift that day."
"Ugly, no need."
"You are still being stubborn. If I had given you an ugly one in Qiu, you would have accepted it. After all, which girl is so stupid and likes shark dolls so much at this age."
"If you don't need it, you don't need it."
"You're still being arrogant... But that's it. If you weren't arrogant, you wouldn't be you in July. Who doesn't know that you are a sharp-tongued guy with a sharp mouth and a heart of heart. Did you rush to the UK to find me after your aunt said I wanted to die? Who wants to die?
, I just feel tired and want to go out to find out if there is any other place that can make me happy."
Sakakihara Raku raised his head and saw the night sky filled with stars.
"Actually, I have already thought about it. I will go to a remote orphanage to stay. I usually help the children there with cooking, tutoring and homework. I want them to understand that they don't have to envy normal families. In this
In a big family, everyone is a brother and sister, everyone will support each other, and everyone will move forward. There is no cynicism, and we never laugh at the shortcomings of family members, but tolerate and guide each other in a friendly way.
He grows and changes."
"...It's really your style." Tianhai Qimingyue said.
"Haha, what else? If everyone can say thank you to me, I would be quite satisfied."
"No wonder those children in the orphanage liked you so much."
"...Well, if nothing else, I am quite popular with children."
Chatted.
The atmosphere has indeed relaxed a lot.
"but......"
Sakakibara took the initiative to push away Nanami Nanami, "July... Just these things don't mean that the wrong things I did don't exist——"
Halfway through his words, a slender index finger touched his mouth.
Tianhai Qimingyue stretched out her hand. Although her eyes were a little red, she still looked like her usual faceless face:
"I know what you want to say? You think that the wrong things you have done cannot be ignored, and what you do around us will cause us to be hurt again and again. But are these not your arrogance, brother?
"Look at the sisters in the back, think about Ling now, recall the snow now... Which of them didn't become what they are today because of your good side? Have they grown up differently?
"Without you, I would never have grown up so well in that family environment.
"Zhixue is still living every day in my hometown without you.
"Without you, my sister will only realize her dream of becoming a star in the art world under her mother's control.
"They are all as bright as they are because of you, brother."
Tianhai Qimingyue's eyes shone brightly, and her tone became softer.
"Brother, you should never only see the bad side of things. Everything has good and bad. Even if they are, I will think you are a bastard at some point, but this does not mean that your good qualities will disappear. If it were not for you
For everyone's good, we... will never get together and experience a different life in a life with twists and turns but fun.
"If Ling knew that you would leave her side, she would definitely cry the hardest, abandon all her work, and desperately want to find you. For her, after more than ten years of experience, you are her life.
..The same is true for Zhixue, for my sister, and for me.
"Brother, while you save us, we... will also care about you.
"Brother, your position in everyone's hearts is far more important than you think."
...
The wind by the river blew the girl's flaxen hair.
Sakakihara looked at her real face, her sky-blue eyes, and her throat rolling gently along with the water beside her.
He didn't know why, but he smiled lightly.
He laughed heartily.
Then...it was interrupted.
"Of course, there is a premise." Tianhai Qimingyue crossed her arms.
"What...?" Raku Sakakihara was shocked that this warm moment was interrupted in less than a moment.
"Explain clearly why you chose to take Zhixue back and how you plan to settle her."
"...She is really like a young lady, and she is aloof and condescending."
"Shouldn't I ask this?"
"Yes, yes, Second Miss Tianhai, of course you should ask. But according to Second Miss, does she want to get back together with me? Sorry, I won't agree."
"... To be precise, after I understand that you are not so selfish, I want to take back what I said before - wait, what do you mean?"
"How can we get back together less than three months after we broke up? I think it would be nice to have less restraints on weekdays."
"...Do you think what I said is not enough? Do you want me to say it again...?"
"..." Sakakihara Raku just wanted to make a joke, but he didn't expect that Nanami Nanami would care about him again.
Seeing Tianhai Qimingyue rarely be so sincere, he no longer meant to be joking.
He put his fist into his mouth, coughed twice and said:
"Ahem, don't worry, I really have no intention of seeking death. From the beginning, I just wanted to go out and find something to do."
Tianhai Qimingyue stared at him with half-closed eyes, "I said it so lightly, but I just wanted to carry everyone on my back and fly away."
"...Don't worry about these details. Also, in July...about Zhixue, what do you think now?"
Tianhai Qimingyue first sighed helplessly, then crossed his arms and said:
"What happened to Zhixue was not your or her fault in the first place. I have never hated her or anything. I just feel that your previous actions are unacceptable to me."
"What now?"
"I'm very angry now...but since Lingdu said she won't get married, why don't I understand what she means? Now it's just one more Ling..."
As Tianhai Qi Mingyue spoke, she put down her hands again, sighed and said, "It was my fault that Zhixue took my casual response last time seriously. It was also because of that incident that Zhixue's problem surfaced in advance.
Out of the water... But since brother, you can deal with grandpa, then there won't be so many things in the follow-up. In addition, if brother, you didn't argue with your father and grandpa, my sister and I wouldn't be able to live so comfortably in the back.
, from this point on, I still have to thank you.”
"Are you done with...?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli, who had been watching behind for a long time, appeared behind her sister at this time. She was extremely happy to see that the two of them could communicate so calmly now.
"Look, look, Lejun, let me just say Qi Qi followed me here from Tokyo in a hurry because I was worried about you!"
"..." Sakakibara Rakudo looked at Amami Kuruuri who was dressed exactly the same as Amami Nanamiyue, and thought of what happened tonight, "Today, the whole day -"
Tianhai Jiuliuli explained with a smile: "It was me in the morning, and July in the afternoon! Then it was me in the bathroom, and I was chatting with Lejun at the door of the hotel...actually it was July."
The one who lost his high heels was July...?!
"..."
"Lejun has been deceived. Can't you tell the difference?"
"...Don't play like this again, I can't recognize you."
"It can only be someone's problem if they can't recognize it." Tianhai Qimingyue interjected.
Tianhai Jiuliuli hugged her sister's arm and smiled: "Isn't it interesting? Besides, Lejun, where will Qiyue stay tonight? You can't let her have a hotel room by herself. It would be nice for me to chat with her tonight."
"
"...I sleep on the sofa."
"Don't sleep together?"
"...Anything is fine."
Chapter completed!